My Dearest Sam by Kara’s Aunty
For Antane (whose cheeky persuasion could rival a Took’s) and all those who left such lovely reviews for 'Oh Mister Frodo'.
My dearest Sam forgive me please
There is no way your pain to ease
For Middle Earth I now must leave
I fear your heart will surely grieve
Oh Mister Frodo no! I pray
That I misheard what you did say
We’re seeing that Mister Bilbo sails
That’s what our journey there entails!
My dearest Sam that is not so
The time has come for me to go
Depart these lands or I will fall
Defeated by Its dying call
But Mister Frodo that can’t be
It’s not the future that I see
Your Sam can keep that Thing at bay
And make you well so you can stay!
Oh my poor Sam but that belief
Is false for there is no relief
On this side of the Sund’ring Sea
That is enough to comfort me
Please Mister Frodo don’t depart!
Don’t leave me here with half my heart
What Joy will I have without you
There must be something I can do
There is my Sam, I think you know
‘Tis time for you to let me go
And though the tears upon your cheek
Are bitter, I must comfort seek
But Mr Frodo I’ll despair
Without your glowing presence there
In Bag End’s rooms under the Hill
Your loss will break my very will
Oh Sam! Your will is firm and strong
But it has carried me too long
And I must set it free at last
Not weigh it down with evils past
Now, Mister Frodo you’re no weight
For me to hold it’s not too late
To change your mind and stay with me
With Rosie and your family
Oh Sam I wish that that were true
That kin and friends could help me through
We fought to set the Shire free
And it has been saved, but not for me
Mister Frodo it makes me sad
To know you’ll never be as glad
Again with me and Bag End too
Such happiness you there once knew!
My Sam! This sorrow breaks my heart
But still I fear that we must part
For one more Anniversary
Will surely mean the End for me
Mister Frodo I know it’s true
I thought your Sam could see you through
But it appears that I did fail
If we are here and you must sail
Oh no! Dear Sam you have not failed
Your courage meant that we prevailed
Alas! That now that precious thing
Cannot help me defeat the Ring
Oh Mister Frodo how I hate
That Thing that Sauron did create!
For even though Its form is gone
Its poison in you lingers on
My dearest Sam your words are true
So please accept what I must do
Far distant shores they wait for me
My Shire life is not to be
Go Mister Frodo if you must
To keep you here would not be just
But dare I sail away with you?
If Rosie’s here? What shall I do?
No my Sam I cannot let
You sail then live with harsh regret
In Elven lands for what you left
Behind, your heart would be bereft
All right then Mister Frodo, Sir
I know the pain her loss would stir
Would be much for my heart to bear
Though just as great your loss lies there
Dear Sam you have the purest soul
Its brightness in your future role
As Mayor will ever enhance
The lives of those in Shire lands
Mister Frodo I don’t much care
For future roles when you're not there
But if you fade your Sam will know
It’s ’cos I couldn’t let you go
My Sam you show such love for me!
This willingness to set me free
Will also be an aid, for you
Cannot be always torn in two
Oh Mister Frodo I can’t say
That this has been a happy day!
But if the Elves your pain can clear
Then it’s not fair to hold you here
Beloved Sam do not lose heart
A gift to you I now impart
Though many years you here prevail
To Valinor you too may sail
Oh Mister Frodo is it true
That I will once again see you?
The years ’til then a curse would be!
Were it not for our family
Yes dearest Sam you may rejoice
In Rose and kin until the Voice
Of haunting Sea you must obey
For it shall come to you one day
Then Mister Frodo here I’ll wait
Your loving Sam accepts his Fate
I’ll live my life in Shire long
Until I hear the gulls' sweet song
My Sam please live it long and well
And when you join me you can tell
Of all the joys that you here knew
Enough for me, enough for you
Oh Frodo your dear face I’ll miss
But I’ll look forward to the bliss
Reunion once again will bring
Oh how my soul will surely sing!
Goodbye my Sam, my heart’s true kin
My journey now I shall begin
But I will wait forever more
For you to sail to Elven shore
Goodbye my Frodo please take care
I know you’ll find your healing there
And when I see your dearest smile
I’ll know the wait was worth the while!
Text (c) Kara’s Aunty